Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Concupiscence for a Concubine(IIMA)

Some people might wonder what are these words refering to .. these two words refer to my CAT verbal drillouts.In life sometimes we think we can concoct a magic potion for our deficiences in various parts of life(read quant and DI).Doesn't happen,most times it is like concillatory speech to the concomitant of life ,as a student preparing for CAT the dream of scoring about the cutoff is like a abstract notion.And the concretion of study material lying on my computer table reminds me of the concurrent but to condone and to confabulate with a confidant such matters of confidentiality is it a sin.
The CAT(common aptitude test for management insitutes) crises which conflates a number of different problems in my life.I am confounded by questions in mocks which i can solve but can't ..it is predicament which i find no solution to.
We all are like a congregational society waiting for the Pope(read iims)to administer there blessings on us.But our conjecture is based on the believe that our life is going to better after being blessed ..i remember some wise words

we live in future and forget the present .. and live in neither.....

Some congenital defects are there from birth . in mind or in body .. some consanguinneous defect that is there in my understanding of maths.does this connote that my clearing iit jee was fluke ..that getting admitted into iiita was on the basis of my grammar and vocabulary skills.What is the conscientitious thing to do i ask myself?Is it in being conscious to my surroundings.Sometimes i feel that i should forget about CAT and just regale into oblivion cause to eke out a victory is not my style.What should i do.. consign my fate to the devil and to stop trying.
In short there is no consonance between my aspirations and my actions.

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